/julien
Julien Chua Xin Li
December 29 1991
TK 3F'06/ 4F'07
Singapore

/give

to get EVEN more sleep
learn to play the guitar
a nice acoustic guitar
new phone:D
better earphones
baggggsssss!

/them

ali
chee yang
da jie
darence & gary
eli
fang lynn
fatman
hilma
heather
jaclyn
jannah
joan
jocelyn
julia
kheng ho
kwara
kiara
kenneth
lin
marianne
nina
pau
sis
shahidah
shaun
sharon jie
stephanie
syafiqah
vera
zu Kai
3 jie

/nightmares

March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
August 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2008

/chit-chat



nosey-parkers.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Where is Mdm Ng?

Hehe, it's heaven at school without Mdm Ng around.
She's didn't come for three days already, wonder what happened to her, still holidaying??
loL.

But it's pretty good that she didn't come, then we wouldn't have to go through the painful torture of listening to another of her boring class.

So we get lots of relief lessons and do whatever we want [almost] but talking but obviuosly who would listen and don't talk? Well I think nobody would. it's quite commonsensical.

Yeah, FL, Evonne, Julia and Aiyan were like asking Chee Yang to come over to their place to stall for time while they stare at his butt and see if he was still wearing that some underwear.

Recently they found out that he was wearing some white underwear with I think black stars all over it.
Weird people but it really funny, especially when they found out that he was wearing the same one again today.

You can imagine the loudness of their laughter when they found that out and started making jokes about it, I found it really funny too :]

We kept laughing about those thing that we talked about during Bush-fire's english class.

Hehe, we were given time to write some dumb essay but we didn't have to hand it in today so who cares, many many people didn't finish it and many didn't even write halfway through the story.

I only wrote three lines and I was stuck.
loL.

Had no story to write about and they wanted the story to be true, bush-fire said it was suppose to be true but hack and she still said that they could tell straightaway whether it was real or fake.

So boastful, think she's so great.
Then go do one story yourself lah.
Want to quit can but only after we do our oral presentation and you give us good grades.

Wonder whether Mdm Ng would come tomorrow, what if she doesn't?
Then we will have the record of not seeing a teacher for one whole week during school days!! She doesn't have class with us on Friday!! whee~
cool.

Imagine writing a essay on the topic "The most important lesson I have ever learnt".
How am I suppose to write something with such boring topic.
Gotta rack my brains to find a topic.
Crazy school give such a boring topic just to get people to enter the Readers Digest competiton and they made it a portfolio assignment just to make sure we would do it.
Ridiculous!

Can't stand the school.
Ohh, there's band tomorrow.
Shucks, wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow sure hope it isn't drills because I'm tooo tired recently, drained of all the energy I've even had.

School still as sucky as ever before, burn down this lousy school lah for goodness sake!!

consider getting lost

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
shit the internet explorer, error again!!

fuckingthing, always have problem, can't they ever get it fixed properly.

STUPID BRoTHER, hate him. What an asshole and he doesn't even have a brain lor please, everything also fail, might as well go and die and save us all the trouble of having to listen to his shit nonesense.

School sucked as usual, with all the shit teachers and irritating girls, what can be worse??

Can even have a peaceful day without any of them in it.

There's a geography field trip in November. From the first to the eight. It's like 2000 bucks including everything in it. Many poeple wanna go, but not sure if they can go in the first place, they're just interested i guess. i'm interested too, it's to New Zealand lor, durh who wouldn't go.

But the problem is I think band is also having a trip to who knows where and I guess I should only go for either one. Sooo I wanna se which one is better then I decide. :]

Hate TM2. I think she totally a no way for teachers. she just think toooo highly of herself and she critises our work and say er're lousy and stuff, it's like what kindda teacher does that.

" I can see that you put in a lot of effort but your drawing skills is poor. Since you know then you sould trace the image out instead of drawing it out freehandedly."

Gosh, what a snob she is. Can't even stand her look and you want me to tolerate her attitude, no way man!! I rather hate her for life, and she knows my name, there's no way I'm getting away with anything anymore.

She just thinks she's the best. So what if she's the teacher, ever heard of the saying what the student surpasses the teacher. I think Mrs Valarie Tan is like a million times better than her. At least she doesn't say we're lousy and fail us all the time and show off how great she is which Tm2 ALWAYS does.

Mdm Ng didn't come to school again today! yipee~ But that ridiculous idiotic teacher took over one of Mdm Ng's period. She got two period not enought still wanna take other teachers' time. And that was our free time, can't she just give us a break. In the end she still spent one whole period scolding us for not handing in our work.

Well since we all know that we wouldn't do well with her marking the work so I guess we rather not do it. so it's entirely her fault that we didn't hand the work in. Scold what scold lah fatty ass. I think everyone hated you. AHAHA!!

Hope you read this and seee how much I hate you. So just stop calling me during class I would write less true thing about you, maybe.

Pretty tired in school tODAY, almost slept during History, MT and Literature. Hell boring and sleepy.

Couldn't sleep last night so I folded paper to make boxes and didn't sleep until it was 1!! So went to school like a rotten egg.

Met my sis and cousin sfter school for lunch at Novena. Still felt sleepy then, must be becuse of the long trip from school to Toa Payoh then to Novena. Slept a short little while on the bus.

Now not as tired as before but still tired.

Got new projects again!!!!!

When will they ever stop giving us these stupid projects!!
They think we very free, got too much time and they want us to do these kindda stuff thats a total waste of our precious time.

They are ridiculous man!

Can't stand this shit school, especially the principal, hate her to bits.

They always maje us do art or whatever projects base on the school's dumb values. Everytime, every single time. I'm just really sick of it. Can't they even think of better thing to let us do??? most probably cos they're brainless.

consider getting lost

Monday, June 27, 2005
School, a nightmare all over again.

It's monday already, the holidays are long gone, so long.

School, it's just the opposite of heaven, with the sickening teachers and stuff, how can anyone live with it?

Sickening bush-fire, can't stand her eveb a tiny little bit, she makes me wanna puke!

Okay, so school starts today and everyone was so tired and most probably no one had the energy to listen to the teachers talk and stuff. And guess what, Mdm Ng didn't come today Chan-Ho took us, everyone was practically laughing when we were greeting her.

So it was a free period and there was something wrong with the crazy school bell. It was five minutes slower then suppose to. So.. we finished school five minutes late and stuff, but who cares, last period was MT, one of my fave teachers!! Didn't have MT lessons cause she wanted to play a game, darn funny game!!

Loads of crap and even more disgusting/perverted stuff from the whole class [only the 2c people are left, the 2d got transferred to another class with a new teacher!] and the teacher was like no more disgusting things but no one really cared, we were having fun!! So why stop us!! loL

Yeah, everyone was pretty much still in the holidaying mood, which means no studying.

OoooO, Pau brought lots of yummy yummy chocolates from the states and she out it in a bag that was suppose to be used for motion sickness, you know those on the aeroplane?? Yeah thats the one, wicked~

Yeah, unfortunately I ate everything up [ well almost gave some away~] before they even got to reach my home! Hehe.

Well, so there's still many many more days of school, luckily there;s a holiday coming up soon, Yeap, The youth day holiday!!! No sCHOOl!~

YIPPPPPEEEEEE!!!!!!

Gone mad from school. Sick of it!

consider getting lost

Sunday, June 26, 2005
Shit the school.

Freaking thing, I cant get this darned thing fixed.
There's something wrong with the powerpoint programe and I need it urgently!!

Well well, school starts tomorrow and I sure do wish that tomorrow would never come. School, mentioning that word makes me wanna puke not only fomr my mouth but also from my ass.

School just sucks, and the teachers and THE PRINCIPAL [shitty P Chan the lod naggy hag that actually runs the freaking school ] sucks even more than the school. Projects project projects, just how many freaking projects do they wanna give us, I hate projects, especially projects with powerpoints, they're the worst.

Approximately 14 hours from now, school will start and I think I'm not the only one which thinks this way.
School, hah justs makes me feel like killing myself when I hear that.
With all that pressure that they give us, they might as well just killl us and save us the torture of doing the homework.

Speaking of homework, I haven't even finished mine, especially the irritatingly f*uked up english oral presentation that I have to do and maybe hand in tomorrow which I haven't even startd due to the lousy powerpoint programe.

-sighh-

Seriously hating it. I just hated myself for even putting this shit school as one of my choices of secondary school, why choose a project based school??!!!

why why why?

consider getting lost

Friday, June 24, 2005
Oh no, school!!!

[ i think mdm ng i s so far our worst teacher ever, more than half the class failed math, honest.]

Shucks, school's starting realy really soon.

Feeling fustrated that I have to go to school, that darned school. Curse that stupid lousy school with a lousy principal and even lousier teachers.

School sucks, school sucks, school sucks, school sucks, school sucks, school sucks, school sucks [ i can continue doing this for internity and it's still not enough ]

It's already Friday, time sure passes real quickly when you're having fun.

This sucks. Totally sucks, especially the homework part, the school thinks that we all are super humans, give us so much homework, go and die lah!

stupid stupid.
Kiss me Diss me by Home Grown
I don't want to sit next to you.
I can't believe you called me so soon.
Don't try to justify what you did to me.
You're just one of those troubled girls.
Using me for everything but love.
Don't make excuses for what you did to me.
You kissed me then dissed me and then you say you miss me.
You used me, confuse me but you don't want to lose me.
Don't talk to me.
Don't acknowledge me anymore.
I'm just another score.
I used to be all nice and sweet.
Giving everything you want and need.
I can't believe I did it all for nothing.
Now I'm bitter I can't take no more.
Don't blame this on your bad childhood.
That doesn't justify what you did to me.
I will run away if you stay.
Screw your head on straight so it stays.
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consider getting lost

Thursday, June 23, 2005
Three more days to school. Hating it.Who doesn't?

It's Thursday today, just hating it.
Thursdays : Almost the end of the week, which means that this week is ending and the next week [school re-opening week] is starting REAL soon.

I wonder if there is anyone actually missing school, not the class but school. If there is, that person must be a butthead, actually miss school. -Sicko-

[So school's starting real and how's the homework?? What homework, you mean there's homework!? How come I didn't know about it? Can I don't hand it in?? I didn't know about it.]

I wonder what would be the teacher's reaction if I actually said that. I hope I can drive her to her grave!! :] That'll be great.!

Hoping that bush-fire would be the first that gets driven to her grave by us! MUHAHAHAHA!!!!

Been watching this really nice hong kong drama, my auntie rented it and I love it! Watched till it was 2 am the other day, got scolded by my mum. Opps.
Got too engrossed in watching the show, we [ sis, bro, cousin and I ] were like one more one more, never mind lah, watch another one. So we watched five episodes without stopping, in the end we were all too tired to carry on anymore.

Hong Kong dramas, they could drive us crazy one day if we get too into them.
But who cares, we like it!

We agreed to watch the rest of the drama today at around 3.45 om, which is now!

Tata, gotta run.

consider getting lost

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Stupid thing

What the hell!

Just when I wanted to do my powerpoint slides for english, the programme suddenly just disappears. Irritating!

Now what am i suppose to do??

Trouble and more trouble.!

Freaking computer.

Lousy shit.

consider getting lost

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Oh no!!

Oh no, the holidays are coming to an end, that's real bad!

The four week holiday seem like a one week holiday instead, time passed too fast.

This is not goood at all, not good. I don't want the holidays to end YET. There's still lots of homework and projects that hasn't been completed.

Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad.

I'm a little sick of school and all the assignments that they give us, it's just too much! And they didn't give instructions that we actually understand esp the literature assignment and IPW report that we have to do. We're clueless about what we have to do.

That goes to shoe that the teacher is LOUSY!! Lousy organising and instructions!! BoOOoooooOOo!!!

Boo to the teachers! They all suck, teachers are nightmares!!

Hate them hate them hate them hate them!

I actually wonder who doesn't. They must be crazy then.

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Anthem part 2 by Blink 182


Everything has fallen to pieces
Earth is dying help me Jesus
We need guidance, we've been misled
Young and hostile, but not stupid

Corporate leaders, politicians
Kids can't vote, adults elect them
Laws that rule the school and workplace
Signs that caution, sixteen's unsafe

We really need to see this through
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're fucked up you're to blame

Let this trainwreck burn more slowly
Kids are victims in this story
Drown our youth with useless warnings
Teenage rules: they're fucked and boring

We really need to see this through
e never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're fucked up you're to blame

Everything has fallen to pieces
Everything has fallen to pieces

We really need to see this through
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're fucked up you're to blame

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First Date by Blink 182


In the car I just can't wait
to pick you up on our very first dateI
s it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

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consider getting lost

It's Party time!

Bloody hell Internet Explorer. Lousy like shit, error and error again. It just drives me crazy!!! I wrote a resonably long blog and now it's all gone!! I gotta re-write now!!!!! Damm this thing.


As I was saying, I came back from a class barbecue party not too long ago[but since i wrote the other entry which got erased a while ago, it shouldn't be not too long ago but quite some time] and it was pretty okay, except for the food. [but isn't that the main thing?]

We didnt really get to eat lots of things due to some of the guys which were cooking earlier on[ you should know who you are] which resulted in lots of burnt on the outside but uncook in the inside chickens which we all didn't dare eat. [ it is inedible in the first place]

They cooked lots of chicken but they didnt do a really good job and they caused the fire to get too big for cooking then later too small for cooking and they used up almost all of the fire starters and didn't leave enough for later on.

Things got better when the girls took over and started cooking. But due to the disaster that had already happened, it was rather difficult to do that, so it takes a really long time just to cook something till it's edible.

So after about 25 minuted of cooking, we managed to get about 6 chickens ready fot eating. Not bad eh?? we did try.

Luckily there were a few helpful guys that did the cooking too! Yeah, and while cooking, we kindda discovered something. Cherly and Chee Yang were standing really close to each other when they were barbecuing and they were laughing and smiling while cooking. So sweet isn't it? but it's not a very plesant sight, everybody hates Cheryl.

So we were laugghing at them and that crazy Yong Yi kept squeezing in between them, though we told him not to many times but I guess it's because he was toooo engrossed in getting the chickens cooked.

Well, we were trying very hard to get the foood cooked but the ungrateful guys of lousy cooking just went off like that. Yup, they went out to eat, and left us there cooking with the almost unable to cook anything charcoal and lots of inedible chicken.

At that moment, I really felt like punching them in the face and kivking their -toot-. They were so.. argh! Just can't stand it.

So after a long while of cooking, we decided to go to the playground! Yeah and there was this real fun swing there. -shioK-

We played for quite some time then went back to the barbecue pit and that was when we played 'tai tee' and 'murderer'.

I think we played about 8-10 rounds of poker and stuff and got tired of it, so we started to try and cook with anything we could get our hands on. Yeah, at first we started by trying to get the fire going again by burning some tissue papers to light the charcoal up but it didn't work, they lasted for too short a time, so some 'smart' ass thought of a real 'smart' plan to throw a few paper plates into the small flame and it resulted in a mini campfire! wow.

so we tried and it didn't work and we gave up and cleared the place and went off.
the party wasnt so bad, but i just thought that we shouldnt have it at a condo like that, it was too strict, having people to register before they can actually use the swimming pool and that means no dumping of anyone into the waters and that also means no fun.

-earlier in the day-

I was woken up by my sister, she was asking me whether what she was wearing matched and if it looked okay. Well it was a little weird but after a few changes it looked fine. So I watch some tv and then watch a dvd, "The Phantom of The Opera", it was not a bad show, I liked it actually. real nice I thought.

Then I went on to my grandma's house and saw my cousin watching a hong kong serial that my auntie rented. It was a nice show, interesting.

by the time I watched the 7th disc finish, it was already 3.45! I was suppose to leave the house at that time to walk to the bustop!
So I quickly rushed home and got changed and left but I reached the bustop only at 4.30 instead of 4.00!
I waas late!!

In the end I reached the meeting place 12 minutes later than supposed to.
opps.

consider getting lost

Sunday, June 19, 2005
WHEE! SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING!!

Hehe, it's fathers' day today, know what that means??
Well according to us[my sister, brother, mom and I] fathers' day actually means:
Fathers' Day so, fathers pay!

Haha, so he's gotta pay for everything we bought today!!
Yeap, everything.

He paid for:
- our lunch at Swenson's! Yummy yummy.. Mmmmmmm.
- A bag that I saw and thought it was nice so I asked him whether he wanted to buy it for me, afterall, it's fathers' day!.
- A shirt that my sis liked and he bought it too.
- A pair of burmudas that my sis liked.

Well, can't remember if I missed out any.
My mom bought a pair of slippers for me too! [but actually my sis liked it, so we agreed to share it! >.<]

Spent a total of Lots of money and much more time. Hehe.


Angels or Demons by Dishwalla


This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time that
I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

Still I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you ge
tbe the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold


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Counting Blue Cars by Dishwalla

Must of been mid afternoon
I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and
He walked with a purpose
In his sneakers, down the street
He had, many questions
Like children often do
He said,"Tell me all your thoughts on God?"
"Tell me am I very far?"
Must of been late afternoon
On our way the sun broke free of the clouds
We count only blue cars
Skip the cracks, in the street
And ask many questions
Like children often do
We said,"Tell me all your thoughts on God?"
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God,
Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far -Am I very far now?"
Its getting cold picked up the pace
How our shoes make hard noises in this place
Our clothes are stained
We pass many, cross eyed people
And ask many questions
Like children often do
"Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God?'
Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far?"
Am I very far now
Am I very far now
Am I very far now

consider getting lost

Saturday, June 18, 2005
What a short day.

Haha, guess it's because I slept at 2 am and woke up only at 12 pm today. What a great achievement.

Well woke up then went down and watch the tele, but there was no show so I was practically staring into blank space, wondering where everyone else were.

Was sitting down then I suddenly remembered, oh no! They are watching "The Phantom Of The Opera" now, no wonder my sister woke up so early.
So I rushed over only to find out that I had not miss five minutes of the show, the ending.
What perfect timing, I only managed to catch the ending.

So after the show really ended, I carried on watching t.v. but there was not much nice ones so we just watched 'Maid in Mathatten' even though I've watched it before.

While watching, I made some bread with cheese and ate it as branch, then carried on watching. Then when I came back home, my parents were watching the korean drama[still watching??] and so I joined them and watched it too.

You know, because of this drama, my parents have been sleeping only at 1 or 2 in the morning and my lazy dad took advantage of this and choose not to go to work. So he's been going to work on alternate days and that's when he wakes me up early in the morning.

My mom asked me something just now. she asked me to guess what occasion is it today and being a really smart and well informed person I guessed it right, it was my parents' wedding anniversary today.

She was complaining to me that my father didn't get her anything and bring her anywhere. Haha, parents.

consider getting lost

Just some rubbish

Gosh, I think I'm a little blog crazy.
I've been posting like a couple of entries per day. Maybe it's because I'm just bored or something.

Well, it's pretty clear that the holiday are coming to an end real soon, and obviously I dont want it to end but as the phrase goes, all good things come to an end, and I dont really like that to happen.

Let me see what have I been doing the whole holiday..

Well, mainly I just stayed at home and did lots of boring stuff.
Hardly baked anything during this long period of boredom, we[my cousin and sis including me] used to bake lots of little things like muffins, biscuites, pies and stuff.

Unfortunately, I think we only made three thing this holiday.
- pineapple muffin that didnt turn out very right[the batter that was supppose to go on as the topping turned out to look like meat and the pineapples that were on top looked like vegetables, so overall, our muffin looked like muffin with meat and vegetables on top]
- cheesecake with straberries on as topping[ well, this one I thought wasn't so bad. But the rest were saying that it isn't cheesy enough, really?? Took us days before we actually ate it, the cheese had to harden. hehe, and by the time it was ready to be sreved, there were holes in the cake from our 'testing out to see if it's done']
- super fudgey brownie[well.. this one, haha was a failure. it looked delicious, before we put it into the oven. Well there was two little thing that we forgot. firstly, we forgot to put the chocolate chips in, opps! Secondly, we did put in into the oven, but on pre-heating mode, and we didn't even realised. Soooo, our brownie ws cooked on the outside but not cooked on the inside, and it was tinee little bit too sweet, must be the suger.]

From the above, you most probably can tell that we aren't professional bakers. Durh¬

consider getting lost

Friday, June 17, 2005
Another one, can't help it, I'm bored

I'm bored.
Just feel like sleeping the whole day.
zzZzzZzzZzzZzZZzzzZzzzZZZzzzZ

Yup, that would be great.
But...
Still got lots of holiday assignment to complete and I'm only halfway through!!
So most probably no sleeping whole day thing for me until I actually complete the assignments!

Darn it!

Gosh, I feel like sleeping already.
Eyelids are feeling pretty heavy.
zzZzzZzzZzzZzZZzzzZzzzZZZzzzZ

Not yet!
I'm still awake!

Hmm, there's no nice person that I could talk to online now.
Not many people's online.
Why!?!?

They must be sleeping.
Everybody's tired, not only me..

Well Well, third week of the holiday is almost gone which leaves one more week.
Time sure passes really quickly when you're enjoying it or at least when you have no school.

I don't want to go back to school yet!
It's too fast.
I'm still in the holidaying mood
- waking up no earlier than 9 in the morning
- sleeping no earlier than 12 midnight
- can do anything I want
- NooOoooOoooOOoo teachers!
- especially mdm ng, tan muimui and bush-fire!
- can just sit at home or laze around the whole day!
- NOooooooOoooooOooOoOoo classes!
- No waking up early in the morning! loving it
- can watch tele the whole day or at least until 2 in the morning without getting scolded by my mummy!
- No need to see some irritating classmates!

yup, thats my holiday.
and i dont really intend to let it go so quickly.
But what can i do?????

well, Nothing.
So lets just wait and see...


Disappear by Hoobastank


There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you're near
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you're near
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

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consider getting lost

Blah Blah Blah.

This is boring.

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Yup, officially dying of boredom.


The innocent by Goldfinger, Mest and Good Charlotte


The start of Armageddon
And it's just another day
We all saw the news nothing to say

So many friends are missing
Family members gone
So we all preyed and God help them be strong

And now we stand together
Remembering that day
The lives we live will never be the same

And we don't know why
The innocent die
Will this world ever find a way to change?

And we don't know why
But we know it's not right
We don't know why so many had to die
We don't know why so many had to die

Hate has turned to others
For their religion or their skin
But hate can't solve the problem it began

Everyone is angry
People are afraid
And no one knows what decisions will be made
And we don't know why

The innocent die
Will this world ever find a way to change?
And we don't know why

But we know it's not right
We don't know why so many had to die
We don't know why so many had to die

And we don't know why
The innocent die
Will this world ever find a way to change?

And we don't know why
But we know it's not right
Will any of us ever be the same?
Will any of this ever be the same

And we don't know why
Will any of us ever be the same?
Will any of this ever be the same

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What happened to us by Hooobastank


I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness I had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause I'm the only one who understands me

What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did I lose my only?

Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it

What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did I lose my only?

We could have made it work, we could have found a way
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did I lose my only?

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I won't be home for Christmas by Blink 182

(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa la la la la la la la la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh god I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must've snaped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas

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But its not Christmas yet, anyway I just like it

Actually I don't really want Christmas to come.
So what if it is Christmas, you won't get any presents anyway.

The parents don't buy any Christmas presents as they think that you've already had enough things.

So why bother anyway??

There's a Christmas tree without presents under it.
Well there used to be but that was a long time ago.

consider getting lost

Thursday, June 16, 2005
Ouch!

Ouch.

My back hurts man!
Gotta be all that staring into the screen of the computer and trying to figure out what's gone wrong and stuff.

Yeah. Went to Novena to have my lunch with Sis, Eli and Benjamin.
Ate at Long Johns.

Well I spent 10.80 there. Yup, that's 10.80.
Ain't that a lot of money for a fast food meal??

Well, I for 2 meals, that's why.
And do you know why?

Well, it's because I paid for my sister's meal as a way to pay her back for losing her beloved torchlight during the cohort camp.

Yeah, so after the meal my sis went off to where she was suppose to go and the rest of us went to MPH to look for the pen that I wanted.

Unfortunately, when I got there, I found out that they didn't sell that brand of pen that I was looking for.

Soo, my 'smart' cousin made a suggestion.
Why dont we take the MRT to Toa Payoh, there's a Popular there.
And so I agreed.

We were hoping that we would see my sis there as she had just left for the MRT when we went up, so Eli called her, but she had gone into the MRT already.

Then Eli told her that we were going to Toa Payoh just to buy a pen. And she said we were crazy.
Well that's no surprise, even I thought we were crazy.

Yup, that's all I did for now.

Here's a song I like.


but i cant find the lyrics so too bad!

consider getting lost

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Tired, just tired.

Im tired, real tired.

I just feel like my body's to weak to move, no energy or something. I did sleep for more than 8 hours, I even slept for 10 hours I think.

Soo, after using the computer last night, I went up to my parents' room and watched the Korean drama[I think there is about 140 or more episodes io total] and so far we have watch 52 episodes.

Not too bad eh, and there's still lots more that hasn't happen. But there's one thing that I don't like about Korean dramas, they're very slow[as in the storyline and stuff] and i can't stand it.

Imagine watching a drama that takes sooooooo long to get to the point and you have to sit and watch every single thing that happens in order to watch the interesting part.

Boy, I will get quite fustrated, unless it's a really good show then i wouldn't mind waiting.

WheeeeeEeeEeeeeeE!!!
We are having a class barbecue on monday! I think it's gonna be pretty fun[again] considering that the last one we had recently was a blast!

Oh yeah, so I watch the drama late at night until about 1.30 in the morning and then I go back to my room and turn on the air-con and then lie on my bed and wait for the air con to get cooler before I switch off the light and go to bed.

In the morning, yeah, knocking on the door and sound of the air con getting turned off.

Yup you guessed it, my father's at home and not at work again. It was 11.10 am when I got woken up.

Much better compared to yesterday's 9 in the morning. So I got much more time in bed. Comfy comfy.. Mmmmmm.

So while my dad wakes me up, he tells me that we are going for lunch with the neighbours.

But this time all of us are coming along too and only my dad's going. So I guess there will be less adult talk and wasting of some time.

So i get changed and go wash up and walk one level down to my parents' room and find my brother and younger cousin watching the tele while sitting on the bed.

Yeah, I think they were watching Sabrina the animated series. Then my sister came down too and we were all watching together.

Father comes and reminds us about the lunch thingy and I was surprised because i actually thought that what he said before was my own imagination.
Well I was half-asleep. Can't really blame me, I was still tired.

So we get ready for lunch and walk out to the nearby chicken rice store that sells really good chicken rice.
[Obviously. It is a chicken rice store. What else could they sell??]

Yeah it was damm crowded so we waited.[As i said, they sold good food there so there's bound to be lots of people especially during the lunch hour and there's a awful lot of office around the area.]

So we wait and then we get to eat and we eat and then we come back home.
After that nothing much happens.

So I go over to my cousin's house to return her phone to her and at the same time watch the tele.
She was watching some show on HBO. Some old show, but its a little weird.

It's about this murderer that's a little sick in the mind and he takes off all his clothes when he kills so there wouldn't be any blood stain on his clothes which can be detected. But obviuosly they don't show him exposed or that will be considered not suitable for us to watch and then we wouldnt watch it.
Right.

I managed to watch the ending of the show without falling asleep while my cousin went off to swim with my sis and her bro.

Found this song in the computer and found it nice so..

Anthem of our dying day by Story of the year.

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactlyExactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!
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Know what, I heard this songg only once.

consider getting lost

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Don't make me feel like killing you.

Nah.
What a whole load of crap.

Parents are out for a dinner with the neighbours, yup, the neighbours. Technically my neighbours can also be known as my cousins and uncles and aunties and my grandma.

You know why? Because we all live together, not in the same house but same area and perhaps 10-15 steps away from each others' house.

But then, that's not the neighbours I was referring to. I was referring to the neighbours. As in the real neighbours that actually live opposite you and are like friends and they help one another out kindda neighbours.

There's this inside joke that we had about them. yeah, everytime we bake a cake, cook some pizza or made some curry, we would always let them have some.

So we out the thing we made in a nice plate or bowl [or anything that is able to hold it in] and give it to them.

But, but they never fail to not return us the plate.
Yup, they don't return the plate to us, the rightful owner.

Soo, my cousins and I were at the supermarket recently and Eli [my cousin, obviously] suggested theta we should buy some paper plates.

At first I didn't get it then she told me "Can put he food on paper plate then give to the 'ang mohs' if not they never return the plate again"

I think that was what she said. Not word for word but something like that.

Yeah I thought it was pretty funny at that time. It's around 10.20pm and the parents are still not back yet. Wonder if they are still chatting.

You know, adults, or at least parents. They can talk non-stop about practically anything, but most of the time it's boring stuff.

It's different from the girls kindda chatting and gossiping, even though I find it quite nonsensical. I just can't stand those really loud laughter and little talk that goes on between them.
Sometimes I have this urge to just ask them to shut up.

But, I can't do that, because they are my friends.

consider getting lost

wheeeeee!!!
a competition! right.

we're having a lame competition, we're competing to see which one of us [ali, julia and me] can write the longest blog entry.
yup.

but honestly i think either one of them will win.

you know why?
because they both write incredibly long entries that will take me 10 years to read finish.
yeah wonder how they do that. they must have lots to say and talk about in that one day of their life.
i practically have nothing to do all day and what could i write in my blog entry?
welll not much.

sooo. what am i suppose to write right now.
welll well.
so i get woken up by my cat early in the morning at 8am.

well she was parctically meowing her lungs out outside my room door and what am i suppose to do? leave her there and let her continue her irritatingly meowing or let her into my nice cosy room and see what she wants.
of course let her in, im not that heartless.

so i get up from my nice cosy bed and go open the door for that one hell of a cat and let her in.
once she staps in she starts plucking on my chair and resulting in many more loose strands of tread sticking out which is really bad looking.

then she goes to the door and starts scratching the door as if it was a scratching post. that was a signal that she wants to go out.

so i walk from my cosy bed to the door and let her out.

and when she gets out, i go back to bed. but the next thing i know, she starts meowing again, demanding to be let in.

so i walk over to the door again and let her in. then she sits on my little rug on the floor and starts cleaning herself. after about 10 minutes, she wants to go out again.

at that moment of my life, i felt like shutting her up. she i let her out and this time, she went down. so peace and quite for me. yay!

but unfortunately, it didnt last long.

my dad is on leave today, and everytime he is on leave, he would wake us up to go eat breakfast. so he starts knocking on the door and off the air-con and then asked us to get up to go for breakfast.

it was around 9.10am at that time, during the holidays, i get up at 10.30am or later at least.
then next thing i know, was that the people had come to fix the lousy wall in my room and this time i had to get up.

so i quickly got up and changed while my father had a little chat with the guy. then i washed up and left the room for my grandma's house.

i went there to watch the tele, as usual.

nothing much, just browsing through all the channels available.

there's this song i like

dave's possessed hair/ it's what we're all about

Ever get the feeling no one's got your back
Caught up in themselves livin' lies besides the fact
Somehow you're going on an opposite track
As we recover from another social heart attack

You think you see between the lines
But you can't see through dollar signs

So sick and tasteless now
Immature and faceless how
Can I even sleep at night you ask
You say you're a pacifist
Instead you wave your fist
And all the while it becomes the end again

Make up your mind cause I can't decide
You think uniqueulism makes you dignified
You can't see with half opened eyes
You think you're standing up instead you're falling far behind

What I do is what I choose which makes it my decision
If your life was a book your story would be fiction

Nevertheless am I dressed for the occasion
It's number 32 now here's the situation
If the beat moves your feet then don't change the station
Pack your bags cause we're leaving on a permanent vacation
Well, I'm a disaster
A microphone master
Put on the tape, I'll rock your ghetto blaster
It's not about the money, cars, hotels, or resorts
About sweating all the bitches in the biker shorts
I'm Hot Chocolate and you'll see me running late
Cause I'm always making time to make your girlie feel great
And I'm Bizzy D from way down town
I'm known to rock a mic like a king with a crown
When I'm on top I'm gonna borrow that bootie
Hustling deals like Micky Macoote
When I wake up I like a pound of bacon
Start off the day with my arteries shaking

ROCK!
It's what were all about it's what we live for
C'mon and shout it out [x4]

You see me in 3D, I'm comin' live and direct
With a dialect most men in science can't disect
Thoughts interwoven, and let us interlock
So now it's my thing to blow off steam and get my cream
Sum 41 get wild, I get frantic
And every time we spit it the world panicks
I maybe lost my mind well I ain't through the coop
But Sum 41 just ain't about a loop
Ring a ling a ling ding dong tick tock, shit, it's all about rap
And maybe all about rock!

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but it's a little to loud.

know what, maybe if i just keep putting lyrics in the entry i can get a real long one.
but that's kindda cheating. nvm then.

well. so after watching the tele for a while[was watching a show about roller coasters, nice!] i went down to the basement to use my cousin's com. yeah but eli used it first then i used it while eating delicious jelly that we made on sunday!

yummy yummy. mmmmm.

then i chatted with ali bout all sorts of rubbish which i beat him in![he said it himself]haha!
i am the ultimate winner of rubbish!
well not really.
i just said that he liked the abc song.

so after using the com i went up and watched some more tele and ate some food and drank ice milo[hehe] which i made myself. yummy

then we[sis, cuzzies and me] ate some biscuites and bread. then we watched some more tele.

after a while we were a little bored so we wanted to go to my cuzzie's house to see if there was anything to do. sis went to the toilet so me and my cuzz decided to hide and trick her.

we went out and hid behind the wall near the kitchen and waited but after a while we realised that she had gone home without even looking for us. darn it.

then we went home and blah blah blah.
sis played the piano, bro playing playstation with other cuzzie.

then they wanted to go swim, so they asked my ohter cuzzie if she wanted to swim but then ut looked like it was going to rain so they decided not to.

then they decided to play monopoly.
so they are playing the game now. wonder how it's coming along.

i remember we all use to play monopoly when we were younger and we played in bigger number as we were all still interested in it but now.. seldom play lah.

there was once during the december holidays we went to KL for a holiday and stayed in my uncle's empty apartment and it was christmas eve. so we decided to play monopoly and we played all the way till it was almost 2 in the morning. and we didnt even realised. and it was christmas!

we always played no matter wad. well not really but we did play it sometimes.

miss those good old days...

consider getting lost

Monday, June 13, 2005

this is another song i like.

Behind Blue Eyes by Limp Bizkit.

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
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consider getting lost

well well. just another typical day at home with nothing to do.
wake up real late, watch the tele, eat some crap, talk talk, go online, watch more tele.
what else can i do? this is really boring.
holidays.
more like a torturing time of the year in which the school dumps a whole freaking lot of homework on you and expect them to be done real nicely in a couple of weeks. like how can thAT be possible with the amount that they actually give us.
ridiculous. totally ridiculous.

im not sure but it seems to me that the number of people online is getting lesser day by day. at first its like 10 people in a group online, now its just two in a group. what is this man?!

so its just sitting at home[home sweet home] and do what? nothing, maybe just sit on the couch and slowly wait till i wanna sleep then walk all the way up to the third level and then dont feel like sleeping anymore when i see those people messing around in my room while doing the fixing of the lousy wall. yeah i sure do feel like that right now.
horrible experience, its like torture, wanna sleep but not allowed to.


Last Train Home by Lost Prophets

One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
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like this song.

consider getting lost

Sunday, June 12, 2005

yipee.
cohort camp wasnt so bad after all, even though it still was bad. The place was filthy beyond imagination, yeah.
Its like sleeping in a tent that is built on muddy soil and when it rains your're so dead[which for your information it rained on both days i had the camp]
I came back from camp about 4 days ago, yeah 4 days. i dont know why but this time i dont miss home that much. Even when i came back i didnt miss the food or my bed and pillow or anything, weird because i usually do.
haha.

my group: F.L, evonne, aiyan. julia, alicia, darlene, janice and me!+ ali, navin, terence, izhaq, wei lun, keng lai, yaseen rico and yong yi

and the beloved group leaders: hairy LOUIS!!!!! and king david!

we all had one hell of a time. learning the hilarious cow song from navin which we sang for our campfire item along with our dedication to mr anwari with his style clap and our cheer and the 'na-na' song and lastly the hand on hand iceberg cheer.

but just one thing i've been wondering about, why didnt they tell us the best class in the campus?? i guess we all wanna know. haha, we all wanna know we won!!?

just too bad paula wasnt there. i bet she would have enjoyed it as much as all of us had enjoyed it. yeah, all the wonderful mud and dirty water, getting dirty while having a whole lot of fun at the same time, all the shouting and singing at the same time and feeling so bonded as one class. it feels good.

cow song, i liked it a whole lot.

the cow song
i am cow
hear me moo
i weigh twice as you
and i look good on the barbecue

yougurt, curd, cream, cheese and butter
made from liquid from my udder[?]
i am cow
i am cow
hear me moo

i am cow
eating grass
methane gas comes out my [arse]
and out my my muzzle when i belge

the ozone layer's thinner
as an outcome of my dinner
i am cow
i am cow
i've got gas

i am cow
here i stand
far and wide upon this land
i am living everywhere

from TK to newzealand
you can milk me by the hand
i am cow
i am cow
i am cow

we always sang that song whenever we were asked to make noise, and the guys really loved the carpenter/vampire/ice-cream man song which was totally perverted.
they just kept sanging.
during the campfire our class kept shouting and supporting our class like when navin and rika went on for the competition we kept cheering for them.
i think our class was the loudest, cos we didnt hear any other class cheering for their friends.
haha, i think so.

there was once when our class started shouting "bias" and then many other class started shouting together because the judge for the two competition wasnt fair.
the judge was the leader of the winning class that won both the com.
isnt it obvious and the people didnt even dance nicely, totally out of beat.
what a cheat.

that night after the campfire, we were allowed to have lights out later than usual, by a great 15 mins[wow].
but do you think we will care.
the girls from my group[excluding janice] stayed on in the canteen and played murderer with louis! and a table full of leaders were watching and talking among themselves.
so we got to sleep later than anyone else cos the leader didnt care.
yeah while playing evonne ate like a thousand apples, and fl ate likea million biscutes.

later when we went back to the tent[finally] we still couldnt sleep, so we decided to stay awake for the entire night. we were laughing so loudly and one leader came and asked us to go and sleep.
we waited for her to walk away and then we started talking again. then the teachers came, thhen we pretended that we woke up due to the teachers' noise and they told us that it was aleady 12.55am, and asked us to sleep.
when they walked away after a real long time, everyone was soon asleep. too tired to wake up again.
haha.
so much for not sleeping for the night.

-camp rocked a whole lot-

consider getting lost

Saturday, June 11, 2005

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL.
hate it when the stupid com has some microsoft internet explorer problem and end error report thing.
driving me nuts.
i wrote so long a post already and then the window closes down.
what kinda sick joke is that.

consider getting lost

Monday, June 06, 2005

aye.
im bored. why not write again. but a different one.
slept late on sat night. was watching the tele. some show called boys and girls. was a okay show, just couldnt stand the way the girl talked. was so fake, plastic voice. weird i must say, really. i like the guy though, he was a nerd at first, centre parting and glasses, but aftre that he's looks got better and he became hansome. not bad i must say. show's quite dumb and stuff but who cares, at least i had something to watch. ended at 12.30. and then i went on to sleep.

went ta church early in the morning as usual like every other sundays. woke up, washed up, got dressed and went to eat breakfast at the same place we go every sunday. reached church 40 ind early. mom's service started at 9.00 am while ours started at 9.45am, so we waited in the hall for a while and waited for tim kor and eli to come before going up together. yeah me and eli decided to buy some food and eat before going up. ate noodles with luncheon meat and fishcake and some veg, not bad and i didnt eat in the morning during breakfast, so why not.

during class, sang some songs and then played games the whole time. some kindda prymaid games. choose two ppl from each levl and they would have to guess the word that is shoned on the board with the help of rest of the ppl from the same level. ithink my level won. yeah were the best aftre all. haha.

after the games, we went for lessons. but kui luan wasnt there so we just sat there and talked bout next week's worship leading stuff. and discuss the barbecue that were having on the 11th of june, which is next saturday. then we could go, but we continued to stay on in the room and talk bout stuff. nothing much. was waiting for eli actually. dfferent class, ans we went down but the adults have not finish their service. so we waited and they came down around 11.30am. but we still had to wait for kor and jie to finish their class. they were gonna finish real late but they didnt go and coma down early. hehe. just to go for lunch. went ta some place that serves malaya nd western food. it was a restaurant, but the service.. hmm not very good. waited for reall long before the food finally came.

after that we went shopping, with my sis and mum. walked for a while. leg aching and stuff, before we finally went home. ate dinner then watched the tele again. i watched 'zheng banqiao' then 'waterboys' then 'meet joe black'. whoo. i love meet joe black. awesome show. brad pitt was in it, he looked so young and funnily cute. afterall it is a really old show. oh. and that girlt that i didnt like from the other show was in it too. and she got to kiss brad pitt. what an ass. still cant stand her. i love the show, soo nice. the show finished at 1am i think. then i went to sleep.

woke up at 10.30 again today. it just seems that i always wake up just in time to watch aqua heros, but it a repeat from the previous day. and i watched it already. nooooo. my show i dont wanna miss any of it. wad to dooo?????

consider getting lost

ohh no.camp starts tomorrow.
which means no aqua heros for two whole freaking days and no air-con for two nights.
and maybe lots of mosquito bites.
starting to itch already. i dont wanna miss my show!! there's two episodes in one day.which means i'll miss four episodes. four precious episodes!! and the show's ending soon. oh noooOOoO!!!!. bad bad bad..

camp. i think it'll most probably be like the sparkc camp i went for when i was in pri 5. should be the same i guess. leadership camps. i think maybe like all other camps, we're gonna do those rock climbing and stuff kinda thing. and then maybe they'll tell us creepy ghost stories at night. and freak all the girls out so they wouldnt be able to sleep. they always do these at band camps. freaking all the girls out till someone cries. playing games late at night, playing treasure hunting, turning all the school light off to create a spooky ambience. well sometimes it doesnt work. try something else.

went for band on saturday. from 8-1 pm. after band went for lunch with my section mates and some seniors from the previous batches. we took a while to decide where to have our lunch. is always either mac, kfc , any fast food or pastsmania[marc's favourite!!!]. yeah either parkway or kallang. same old places. anyway we went to parkway to eat bk. yummy yummy. as usual i ate mushroom swiss meal. i like it. couldnt finish the fries. too much and not very hungry after the burger. hehe. well the seniors were all talking about having another even better horn section outing. yeah like a barbecue or something. they agreed on going to the twin's house for the bbq. then we were all joking like go see their parents. then the guys cant go and stuff. damm lame. marc didnt get it and all of us were laughing at him. still didnt get it until later on and by then it wasnt funny anymore.

after the almost 2-hour lunch. some went home while the rest of us went on to katong to bowl. we walked from parkway all the way to katong shopping centre, and most of us were carrying our armbreakingly heavy horn in the casing. it was unbelievably heavy and we carried it for many hours. came back with muscle cramps. yeah when we reached the bowling alley, we stood at the counter for like 10 mins before they decided to start playing. in the end only desmond, tracy, zhen, yvonne and marc played. the rest of us didnt play. well it took them so very long to play one game. just one game. five ppl. seemed like forever and i almost fell asleep. woke up too early and slept to late.

after they finally bowled finish, we went down and stood around for a while again. they were deciding whether to go to anywhere else. in the end they all decided to go home as they were all carrying their horns. desmond, zhen, chueng wei and i stayed on at the coffee shop in the shopping centre and talked about stuff. i bought a dring while they ate ice-cream. we talked and talked until about 6.00pm and then chueng wei went iff with her bro, whichwe met at the coffeeshop. then the three of us went outside to wait for my pa to come and pick me up. we stood in the mmiddle of some pavement in the middle of the road near the taxi stand and waited. zhen and des played 'hei bai chei' [not sur whether i spelled it right in chinese] and we stood and wait. finally he came and off i to home.

consider getting lost

Friday, June 03, 2005

yawnnn!
just woke up about 15 mins ago..
still kinda tired. hehe
waiting for the show to start though i watched it yesterday already. hehe
waiting to watch the other show tooooo. last episode, and i missed it!!
luckky there are repeats the next day!!!

there's still 1 hour more before the show starts.
what to dO?
use the com.
so boring. at home the whole day.
watch tele. then walk around.
oh.
camp.
i dont wanna go for that darned camp.
if i go i will miss four episodes of my show!!!!!!
noooooOOoooOOoooOO!

consider getting lost

Thursday, June 02, 2005

whoo.
stomach aching.
must be all the bread that i ate in the morning.
giving me a hard time

woke up later than usual.
but just in time to watch the show.
lucky lucky.
10.30. i looked at the clock.
jumped out of and and changed immediately.
washed up quickly and rushed to watch the show.
it started at 10.30
it was the song part when i turn on the tele.
henggg~

watched tv till 2.00 pm.
haha
then went over to eli house and watched somemore tv.
then i went down and stole some nuggets.. hehe
they were salty. eww.
went back to my room and attempted to do my math hols homework.
but. i got many questions wrong so i gave up.
shall try it another time.

consider getting lost

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

whee~holidayszzz.
its kinda boring.
nothing to do the whole day. but well its still quite fun[quite]

went to ignatius's house on mon.
had a farewell party for him.
he's living for america pretty soon.
yeah. too bad pau and rico are not in singapore if not they would be able to go too.
eww. miss them already... i think. or is it because im bored. ?? ohh wadever.
it was pretty fun at igna's house
the house was huge. real huge
nice. the pool could fit everyone of us in it. .
there was even enough space in the pool for the guys to play and and jump around
the pool lost about 4 cm worth of water.
a lot. really a lot.
all the jumping in and splashing.
in the end the water became very dirty.
milky colour.
must be cos all of us were in it. or some reason.
got a lot of leaf inside.
inside the water

it was fun in the pool.
very wild.
lots of ppl jumping in and laughing and screaming.
the got music playing real loudly.
and ppl pushing one another into the pool
nice.

consider getting lost