/julien
Julien Chua Xin Li
December 29 1991
TK 3F'06/ 4F'07
Singapore

/give

to get EVEN more sleep
learn to play the guitar
a nice acoustic guitar
new phone:D
better earphones
baggggsssss!

/them

ali
chee yang
da jie
darence & gary
eli
fang lynn
fatman
hilma
heather
jaclyn
jannah
joan
jocelyn
julia
kheng ho
kwara
kiara
kenneth
lin
marianne
nina
pau
sis
shahidah
shaun
sharon jie
stephanie
syafiqah
vera
zu Kai
3 jie

/nightmares

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January 2008

/chit-chat



nosey-parkers.

Monday, May 30, 2005

first day of holiday. woke up about an hour ago, nobody was at home, not a single soul. its actually quite boring, even for the first day of the holidays.

right now, chatting with some lameos. cant even figure out what they are talkig about. talk talk talk. crazy ali. dont even know what he talking about. and fatimah janice and serene, also cant figure them out.

consider getting lost

Friday, May 27, 2005

whee~no more school!!yeah. this is the life. went to school to collect report book.came back around 8.55am like that. whoohoo!! no school!. yes!!!

yesterday was boring. soo boring. mdm ng resumed lessons as per normal. boring. i dont even remember what she was teaching. wasnt listening. what was i doing??cant remember at all..

had p.e yesterday but balddy singh didnt come. so another teacher took over.. he was nice. pretty nice. he's not really a new teacher since he's been in tk for real long[since the start of the year] yeap. we could play anything we wanted. most of the guys played soccer. some played basketball. a few didnt play anything, not sure what they did.

me and pau played "volleyball". yeah. we played for a while when he[the relief teacher] came over and wanted to see our 'skills'. but we werent that good or anything. so we were playing normally[which isnt very good] and he was watching and teaching us how and the proper volleyball skills and stuff. we got sick of playing it after he left and our arms hurt like crap. soo red. haha.

so pau decided to kick the ball into the street soccer court. yup. and disrupt the guys playing soccer there. haha.

well she tried. and tried and tried again. but the ball just wouldnt go into the court. rolling up the hill then rolling down again. many times it happened but the ball wouldnt go into the court.

rico came down from the court and played with the volleyball. pau was still trying. i tried but i was worse than her.unfortuately. the ball didnt even get near the little hill. very bad.
we asked rico to kick the ball but he refused, saying that he couldnt kick. finally he agreed and off he want kicking the ball so high with his powerful legs that he said didnt have any power for kicking. pau and i had our jaws dropping wide open, and laughing.

well then it was recess. nothing much happened. pau showed me the intro for 'dammit' on the piano that was in the canteen. weird, i wonder why they placed the piano there??

then it was back to class. after recess was english. yeap english, the free period or so we call it. mrs maniam was 'auctioning' her free ster wars goodies again, it wasnt the first time she's doing that. she always uses free goodies that her husband received from some M1 thing and get us to do something and she will give the goodie to the person which does it the best.

yeap. i ws practically sleeping when she asked us to play a game. i think it was called ' just a minute'. well pau was sleeping. i realised later that she was having a headache. a big headache. she was asking amos for panadol earlier on.

she soon went on to the sick bay. i admit i didnt realised that she was not in class until i saw rico coming into class with a green form. then he asked me to bring her bag down to her. he took her bag and waited for him outside. he was in class busy trying to get mrs maniam to sogn the green form. she just didnt want to listen.

finally she signed. and we were off to pau in the sick bay.

honestly i didnt know where the sick bay was until yeaterday. really. i am such a goondoo. before we went back to class, i said goodbye to pau[it was the 'last' day of school and she's going to america the next day] and asked her to buy some goodies to eat from america. hehe. greedy me.

then we walked sslloowwllyy[slowly] back to mrs maniam's boring class. yeah, then after that it was math. boo.. another boring period to got through.

had the small little test as usual. and as usual i didnt know how to do a few questions.

then it was IT lesson. didnt do anything much. learnt how to the the links and stuff, thats all. another boring IT lesson.

then it was MT. did the workbook, and then we had a little test. for every answer someone gets rught, he or she would get some sweets. yummy. but i didnt get any. because i dodnt answer any questions. haha

well. i came home and ate ceral, then i sleot all the way to 7 pm. that would be around 4 hours.
went to eat dinner then watched t.v, came home and watched somemore t.v

then i went to bed. wanted to use the com but was too lazy. haha

well hope pau enjoys her stay in america! have fun and have more goodies to bring back! haha!!

consider getting lost

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

yeah~ tomorrow's the last day of school.
not couting the collect report book day.
yipee~ pau come today!!
hell of a time man!
soooo fun.
there were like only 8 girls in class.
haha
rest of them went off to pulau ubin!
weee~
hope they wouldnt get bitten by lots of mosquitoes..
it rained!
and they were wearing shorts.
i wore track pants last time and i had lots of bites.
what bout them??

today was kinda short
really but i dont know why.
is it because i enjoyed myself
or is it because it is the second last day of school!
haha
opps.
i dont mean to be sacarstic.. haha.
someone's school is re-opening.
haha.!

hmm.
should i go to school tomorrow.
i think pau's not going.
she claims that half the class aint coming tomorrow.
i wonder who.
i asked her and she said ..
" oh you and me"
haha!!

but really, i dont wanna go.
sick.
last day of school why would i have the mood.
school.
wanna vomit when i hear it.
only for the time being. i guess

whoo~
we played games today.
but only among ourselves.
but that bush-fire complained
that we were making too much noise.
somehow i dont think so.

pau taught us the game.
it like a coordination thing game.
yeah you gotta react fast but accurate.
all the hitting.
and the tortise game .

IPW:
it was crap.
we all thought that we wouldnt have it today cos the teach said we didnt have it today. yeah.
so we stayed in class.
until everyone started to disappear
then we realised.
haha. i think we were 20 mins late.
we didnt do much
just the com and stuff
talking , walking , laughing , smacking each others' butt[ pau's fav]
and staring at each others' butt+body[gary's fav]
it was weird man.
like perverted.
gross.

consider getting lost

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

two more days to the holiday!!
whooohoo~
yipee~!
tomorrow theres gonna be some empty seats in class.
ppl are going to pulau ubin for IPW
crack.
today was quite boring.
math was like free period.
yup.
practically free.
two periods-- doing the darn project.
and.. pau is not in school
but. im not the only one wihtout a partner and completed work.
ali too.
haha. in the same boat. well almost.

yaseen wasnt there too.
went to ubin.
yup. so the two of us were rotting there.
ali and his crazy cutting paper with the ruler game.
driving me crazy.

ahahaha. tm2 didnt come today
so valarie tan took us instead
so fun
blow blow blow. opps headache.
ouch ouch ouch

haha.
finished work then walk around lor.
nothing to do.
too lazy to look at the pics.
soo smelly
and soo yellow.

oh.
i just found out something today.
i noticed but not really..
one of my seniors passed away.
sec 4 band senior.
not really sure why.

oh well enough of it.
i wanna sleep soon .
hope pau comes back to school tomorrow
miss her!!
boohoo..!

consider getting lost

Thursday, May 19, 2005

boohoo.
i cant figure it out!!
darn.
soo sleepy.
wanna sleep.
at least i wrote something.
haha
see ya ppl.

consider getting lost

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

heh heh.
just came back from the gardiana factory.
went there for some IPW thingy flour stuff.
the factory was okay.
quite expected.
quite interesting or else, normal.
before we went there.
the only thing that we really wanted was the free bread.
yummy.
we were all sooo disappointed when the teacher told us there was no bread.
darn it. no bread. whats the point of going there??
but we still had to go.

we reached the factory after 1 hour or more of sitting on the bus.
butt ached but the trip was enjoyable.
crazy guys making the place more lively
we were the only ones making sooo much noise.
no one else laughed or did anything.
how boring.
only the people from my class were laughing and talking loudly.
honestly.

we reached the factory and went through some stuff and saw the factory blah blah.
then was the buying bread time.
i didnt buy.
but they didnt even sell enough bread for those that wanted to buy.
wad a place
then they let us eat some bread and drink some water...
then off home we went.
after so long just to come for such a short amount of time and things to do.
what a waste.

oh oh .
yesterday was my uncle's birthday!!
he brought cuzz bro and me to buy some ice cream!!
yummy yummy.
went to cold storage and bought ice cream.
i think was like $60 worth of it.
there was ben&jerry's, hagen daz, mochi, and some cornetto.
we ate like pigs man!
sitting in front of the tele when we got home with the others and ate and
watched at the same time.
nice!
then there was a birthday cake too.
yummy yummy.
ate till i was soo full
yeah. good.

to day, i got my geography back..6
it was real bad..
i also got all the others back.
yup. none were good at all.
history--61.5/100
i thought i would at least get a 65..
but noooo..
literature--56/100
this was real real bad.
i failed my essay part.
only a 8 out of 25!!
and geography--57/100
i never thought i would get so low
i thought i would do well.
after all i studied for real long and hard.

looks like none of my results were good at all.
bad..
bad..

consider getting lost

Monday, May 16, 2005

whoa. i got back three papers today. .
it was a horrifying experience.
very bad.
very very bad
well i got science back first.
science--69/100
one more bloody mark to a A2
why didnt i draw the bloody line??!!
well math was second.
it was worse than i ever imagined.
my nightmare coma true.
math--46.5/100
aint i great.
but.. im not the only great one..
the few of us at the back row..
uh-huh
fail. yup. the mdm ng haters failed
ali--46.5/100[as good as me]
shaun--43/100[not that bad.]
evonne--42/100[u are the one man!]
-the unlucky ones-
paula--49.5~50/100[aint she unlucky~]
darence--52/100[he actuallydid better than me.amazing]
fang lynn--72/100[she's gotta go. out of the club.too high!]
**sorry for putting your results up.
i shall not hold any responsibilities for any problems caused.**

wad a great day..
well then i got my MT back.
boo~
i thought i would do okay for this paper.
but.. nope. no miracles.
MT--65.5/100
the stupid compo pulled me down real bad.
only had 15.5/30 for the darn thing.

i think tomorrow would be worse
there's lit and history..
gosh. i'll be dead.
lets hope that i'll do okay.
wish me luck.

consider getting lost

Sunday, May 15, 2005

something's wrong with this darn blog.
why?? i cant figure it out.
damm.
but. oh well. got another way to do it.
so it'll turn out fine i suppose..
well sunday
woke up at 8.25.. or something like that.
then went to eat breakfast and went to church.
waited for 45 mins in the lobby
before going for class
reached at 9.05
or somewhere there
class started at 9.45
went up. almost 10..

but class have not started.
expected.
always like that..
then had our normal stuff.
but..
after that..my stomach was like..
i needed to shit.
must be the noodles i ate in the morning.
bad.. bad..

consider getting lost

Thursday, May 12, 2005

im writing again.
darn bored wad...
wad to do.

hmmm.
should have gone out with fl just now.
darn it.
but wadever. sickening.
wad to do. it's still quite early..
wad to do.

im having hipcupps.
darn. why of all times.
stupid.
lalalalalalalalalalala
exercising my fingers!
hahahahahahahaha.
exercising again.
healthy.
nah. wad rubbish.
had chinese paper today.
was okay.. yeah okay.
not too bad.
but i think my last sectiong not sure.
i wass mainly copying from the passage.
yeah copying. mainly copying.
soooo. examm free at last!!
whoohoooooo!sick in the mind. yeah you are sick.
sicko. weirdo. wacko.

consider getting lost

yeah. exams are finally ooverrrrrrrrrrr.
thats super goood news.
tomorrow no school!
can sleep till late late!
yay!
sure bored to death one.
starting to feel bored already
its raining now.
wad to do at home..
suppose to go out but..
-cancelled-
darn. bored.

i know wat to do.

in this diary-the ataris

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling
of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
listening to 80's songs;
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

[Chorus]
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

[Chorus]

Get it right [x2]

[Chorus x2]
-----------------------------------------------------

thats all

this song is nice.

consider getting lost

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

oh bad.
had literature today.
super difficult
i didnt finish my essay
had to write three more words.
just three!!
why! why didnt i have enough time!?

but anyway. tomorrow's the last day of exams!!
whoohooo. come on lets celebrate!
no school on friday!
yeah. good.
free for a day. only a day..
what rubbish.

remembered this song.
october nights- yellowcard.

Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me baby yeah yeah yeah
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest
Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it
Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink baby yeah yeah yeah
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
Wish the sun would hide its head,
So I could watch you dream some more.
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you
Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skiiiiiiiiiiin
----------------------------------------------
thats all.

consider getting lost

Monday, May 09, 2005

die die die.
math totally sucked.
didnt know how to do most of it.
die die die.
sooooooo darn difficult.
die

well. quite a lot happened during the short weekend.
on sat- uncle got engaged. had a party at night.
lasted till god knows wad time.
good food!! haha.
drank lots of coke. burp!
real nice.
but it started so drizzle really lightly around 10.30
and know wad. it rained non-stop all the way till sunday afternoon.
interesting.
everlasting rain.
hahahaha.
not funny.

stilll got exam tomorrow.
wad am i doing here.

anyway on sunday. practically stayed home the whole day.
i woke up at 9.30..
tired frm the late night.
so i didnt got to church. then i watched tv and slept some more.
ate lunch.
only later in the afternoon then i left my beloved sofa to go to my dearest bed.
but i didnt sleep.
darn .
played with benji boy.
crazy ball game.
bouncing up and down.
then i slept some more till 6.30.
didnt realise it was that late already.
chnged to go for xavier's birthday party.
ate dinner there.
nice cake sing birthday soing. then went home.
sat auntie pauline's brother's car. cool.
mercs convertable.
asked him to go the long way home so we get to enjoy the cool wind.
blow till almost bota.

then after that go home then watched tv again. till bout 11.
then went over to grandma's house.
wayched tv till 1am ++
haha.
went home and got ready to sleep.
next morning,
woke up late.
haha!

consider getting lost

Friday, May 06, 2005

whoo. today had geog and english paper.
geog was difficult.
actually okay.
lots of questions.
too little time. but i managed to finish everything.
yay!

im tired.
dont wanna write anymore.
haha

consider getting lost

Thursday, May 05, 2005

bad bad bad.
exams have started!! booooo!!~
had english P1 and science today.
i wrote like shit for english.
rubbish. totally rubbish.
science. i forgot most of the things that i had studied for like 5 hours yesterday.
bad bad bad.

tommorrow's geog and english P2.
booooooo!!~
lots to study for geog.
and i dont have the notes.
no powerpoint, no notes.
no notes, fail lah.

boooo!!~ tomorrow's friday.
that means saturday's coming.
which also means the engagement party is coming REAl soon.
i've got nothing to wear.
which also means i dont feel like going.
which also means i wanna sleep.
which also means that band's starting real soon.
which also means i'll be tired.
which also means i wanna sleep.
which also means im wasting my time now.
which also means im going.
which also means im gonna stop writing.
which also means bye!

consider getting lost